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{May 14, 2008}   Random Bits of Mushiness (June 28, 2007)

Tuesday was creative day for me. I found myself writing bits and pieces of random mushiness and it made me slightly happy. And because I feel so much in a sharing mood, here are the bits of complete and utter romance/angst I wrote.

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“Don’t dwell on it so much, just say what’s in your heart. You’ll soon find the truth that was hidden there all along.”

“As much as I love him, his heart belongs to someone else. And whatever I do, however I try, nothing can ever change that. All I can do is smile and do my best to try and make him happy.”

“Good night my muse, sweet dreams.
Let calm sleep ship you to peaceful dreamland.
Where I’ll be waiting throughout the night,
Until wonderful morning light claims you.”

“The sunlight shines on my face
Morning has come again
Stealing me from wonderful slumber
And sweet fantasies of you.”

“I don’t think you see me
But I’m here watching you
You are my muse, my inspiration
The center of my romantic dreams

And so here I am writing
Another love-filled ode to you
The only thing I can really do
To let out all my love for you.”

” ‘They say that if you look into someone’s eyes, you’ll see the person they love, the one they fix their gaze upon.’

I laughed and joked, ‘So, who will I see in your eyes?’

‘Why don’t you look for yourself?’ he challenged, his tone more serious than playful.

With great hesitation and a blush tinting my cheeks, I shyly looked into his bright smiling eyes. I gasped and choked out, “I see me. No one else but me.’ “

“With a small sigh, I let out all the disappointment in me, and forced a smile on my face to hide all the sorrow in my heart.”

“And as he walked away
The smile faded from my face
No need to keep pretending
I was happy and content

I didn’t mean to fall in love
So I keep on smiling for him
But seeing him makes my heart ache
Because I know he’ll never love me.”

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And there’s my mushy romantic-slash-angsty pieces. I know they’re not much but I loved them. ^_^

By the way, here’s something I just learned. Apparently, I’m quite good at guessing things. Steel really does like Armé. I only thought that they’d be perfect in Dreams but…

…too bad Skye likes Steel a lot.

Anyway, I’m gonna go again. I’ll see you later. Au revior. ^_^

♥ Eceined



{May 7, 2008}   Poetry: The Path

~Just a Glimpse~

I’m looking out my window
hoping to get a glance
of his wonderful smile
that brightens my nights
and livens my days

I know what I’m doing
is childish and foolish
yet I can’t help but seek
his beautiful face
as I get lost in a crowd

Even when I’m driving
or walking along the street
He seems to enter my thoughts
and I can’t get him out
of my tormented mind

Finally, when I see him
I don’t know what to do
Should I fight?
Should I flee?
I’m frozen in my place

But when he talks to me
or I talk to him
I heave a heavy sigh
to try and keep myself
from acting like a fool

And after that fateful meeting
here I am again
looking out my window
hoping to get a glance
just a glimpse of you

♥ Eceined



{May 6, 2008}   Meme: Movie Quotes

Stolen from Kelly and Kuya Mark.

Rules: Go to IMBD.com and get lines from 15 of your most favorite movies. Have people guess which film goes with each line. Bonus points if you also know who said it. Have fun!

1. How am I supposed to take you home when I can’t make my feet move from this spot? If I could die tomorrow I would, just so I could spend one more night with you.

2. So let’s just give this everything we got. We may fall on our faces, but if we do, we will fall with dignity!

3. The truth is I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and I never really got it back.

4. I am not the awful person that I know that I was. I don’t even know that person. And I’d like to believe… I have to believe that if you knew that… if in your heart, you really, really knew that… you wouldn’t be getting ready to marry someone now. Unless that someone were me.

5. Hugging’s very different. Hugging that involves arms and hands; and leaning is whole bodies moving in like this… Leaning involves *wanting*…and *accepting*. *Leaning*…

6. What do you want to do? You want to fly to Paris? See the Eiffel Tower? No problem. You wanna dance on a beach in Bali? Let’s go! Let’s do it! Anywhere in the world…that will take MasterCard or Visa. Anywhere.

7. And even though I’ve said cruel things and driven her away… she’s become the voice in my head. And I can’t seem to drown her out. And I don’t want to drown her out.

8. I’ve directed rescue missions all around the world. I’ve directed numerous snatch-and-grabs from countries whose names you are not allowed to know. I’ve choreographed multi-pronged amphibious landings and stealth air attacks! Do you think I would have the military profiency to direct this production?

9. Hard to breathe, feels like floating, so full of love, my heart’s exploding. Mouth is dry, hands are shaking, my heart is yours, for the taking. Acting weird, not myself, dancing around, like the Keebler elf. Finally time, for this poor shlub to know how it feels, to fall in lub.

10. I would like to be cremated. I spent my whole life in a box. I don’t want to be buried in one.

11. You broke my heart. And you acted like somehow it was my fault, my misunderstanding, and I was too in love with you to ever be mad at you, so I just punished myself! For years! But you waltzing in here on my lovely Christmas holiday, and telling me that you don’t want to lose me whilst you’re about to get MARRIED, somehow newly entitles me to say, it’s over. This - This twisted, toxic THING between us, is finally finished! I’m miraculously done being in love with you! Ha! I’ve got a life to start living.

12. Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.

13. My father… your son… Holy canoli! You are my sister!

14. So… Here’s to the men who did what was considered wrong, in order to do what they knew was right.

15. You can’t blame the location, you can only blame yourself. The suburbs are just a state of mind.

Eceined

PS.
And since I ran out of numbers and I didn’t want to have two lines from a movie, I’ll just post it here. One of my favorite movie quotes:

Do not fear death, but rather the unlived life. You don’t have to live forever. You just have to live.

If you wanna guess where this is from, that’s no prob. But, no points! XP

PPS.
I just realized, line # 1 sounds like something Edward or Jacob would say. XD



{May 5, 2008}   Bonjour tout le monde!

I know I’ve got a whole number of blogs available already but I decided to make a new one. I know I’ll probably end up neglecting this blog (as I’ve done with a few of my blogs) but I still wanted to make a new one here. There’s nothing wrong with doing that right? It’s a free country and all that.

Anyways, this is just a welcome message for all those who happened to stumble upon my page. So, as my final note for this post, happy reading! :}

♥ Eceined



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